youth bbq party.

today, at 2.30 i left the house to go to damansara for the youth bbq party!
we did the usualy routin bt we dident divide into our regular groups n stuff, we had gift exchange instead, i gt a pretty cool gift, and went to the church backyard for the party
i sat with a friend (4got her name) and i had only kfc chicken and cake, n just a sip of the drink cuz to i dident lyk that flavour at all! :)
i just talked to my friend about normal stuff n random stuff-hehe...then i smsed ma mum with her phone if she was coming to pick us up to the curve, n well she said no cuz she dident feel lyk goin :(.....tht pissed me off.....wtv....so i dident feel party mood much anyway and went to where they were roasting some meat and called ma bro and we went to take a taxi!
i felt wierd la, angry n very irritated lyk i usualy am! idk y! i gues ma old self was coming back again!....negativity and emoness is slowly coming back-haha! im working on that though! hehe!....bt i dont think i can do much about it! bt id try-hehe............tsk tsk.........sigh..... :(


today (29th), is 2 days after i wrote the above! n m just adding on "not lost my stand and will never loose it, atleast id try my best, still being happy n thankful-hehe-atleast i realised tht this morning-dnt feel lyk saying hw i did bt yea i did-hehe! so m happy-XD"....ma 2nd blog xplaines it better-hehe