worse way a week cud ever start!!

school opened on monday! yea! i was so so xcited lah! i guez! bt sad to c ma results, more of worried n nervous actually!! sigh
got my exam results-about 5 tht day, literature, english, maths, accountz n history!!
did bad in maths n accountz n history i dident reach the level i wanted!!! nxt day-tuesday-we got bio, computer n ecconz!! computer was ok bt i needed an A becuz i knew id fail bio! so an A innit wud keep ma average up! for ecconz i wud av gotten an A bt then he took 5 marks from each essay cuz i missed paragraphs! sux innit! dropped from 80 smthn to 60 smthn! i was soooooooooooo mad! u have no idea how mad! at the same time sad lah!! :(
so yea wen i saw how miserably i failed bio i cudent keep ma tears in n well ecconz n all! i was just miserable all day lah! i needed to get good resultz cuz m doing year 11 in another skool, so i need goooooooooood resultz to get in! n its bad! parent-teacher day is on friday, i know for sure ma mum is incredibly dissapointed in me! n to b quite honest i am dissapointed in my self tooooo!!! :'(
i cried like i have never!! i mean one of the first moments i really really broke down in skool! just the thought of the look on ma mumz face n all!! was tooo depressing! idk if she wud nt lemme join cheer cuzza tht! bt this opened ma eyes nn now i am studying more this time! harder thn ever! bt scince youlin is doing o levels i dunno how m seriuzly gonna pass maths widout her help!! :'(
we'll c wot happens
anyway this week therz been cheer practice! more drama added to my already sad week! sigh
yea practice hasnt gone too well! pple angry, teacher rejecting each song, changing songz, teaching half the team hu dident come to practice during da holz the steps, n allll n nt enuf time to practice n etc etc....i mean i cn go on n on! cheerleading drama is endless thts for sure! haha
idk even if i may b in cuz ma mum lah! ma results n all! only time wud tell i guezz
today summore had to hospital-been in n out of thr how many times, i lost count already-haha! honestly! so yea!!....tmrw going again! ow yea n we got our pictures!! omg!! mine was candid n random shot! haha :P
so honestly, all in all, this has been one HORRIBLE week! i wish i was in youth or smthn! its ma "positive" place-its the most awsome place n i luv going on saturdays!! bt idk if cn go this week cuz of cheer practice-i dident go last week to! bt id go this week! i miss it!! :)
cya
tc
i hope ur week is better thn mine :)